flowingthroughfaultlines:

I feel so fucking useless and worthless I have absolutely nothing going for me 

(Source: wearyrose, via piercingsandink)

tellmewhenyoucare:

You don’t know what it’s like to have no one and nothing and to smile everyday when you’re broken inside and you rely completely on the plan you have to kill yourself, and knowing when you come home your blade will be waiting.

Caveman

New pale diet seems to be working quite well, super stoked on it and really hoping to see results soon from all the work in the gym. Energy drinks have definitely been the hardest habit to kick so far, resulted in a pretty intense 2 1/2 day migraine but feel loads better. on the bright side coffee is still totally a go. Well on my way to becoming a caveman….

Some days I’m fairly certain the only reason I get out of bed is to punish my body at the gym.

Its pathetic, but that’s the only time in my day that I really feel like I’m going to be ok.

A branch leaves its leaves
The soil is begging please
Don’t make another mess this season
A storm with a six letter name
I’m responsible for this hurricane
A big box if IOU’s rests inside my chest
With my hand holding a letter wishing you my very best
I did not sign my name
I’m responsible but won’t take the blame
A northwest climate on the brink of breaking
Thats behind your eyes while my hands are shaking
A revolving door that has no shame
I’m responsible and will not change
This homebody doesn’t need anybody
This body would rather be left alone
This nobody doesn’t deserve anybody
It becomes clearer as it goes

I just wanna slice my arms up and bleed to death

(Source: misunderstoodlostgirl, via tellmewhenyoucare)